With love.

I dun wanna be as direct as I've always had been- I dun wanna state out your name. Cos' thats losing your bearings and reputation and mine too. I guess, you've too many friends to share though.

I mean I dun wanna be an influence to you. We're great mates. I mean not the gf kind. I mean friends. And I've changed ALOT. I'm not that impatient, angry, nor fake. Yes, that was the last me. Always saying I did not say anything bad but I did. You asked me to change. I did. And yet, now you're like that.

I just wanna say this to you. It's not about how pretty you look, maybe you're not that after all. It's not about the amount of friends you have dear. I mean, stop it okay, stop it. Stop telling me that you're freeking not having enough time to help me cause I know that's an excuse. I've had enough of it.

Actually, I just wanna say I've kinda been protecting you as a friend by having all you arguements on me. But have yeh appreciated or noticed it? NO! N.O. it spells it. Instead, you blame me indirectly for all this I know.

I say this not only because I just had a fight with yeah. NO. cause I reflect it now and I wanna say it in one breath.