Monday, June 14, 2010

With love.

Yeah, I saw you a few days ago. My, everyone thinks I'm writing this to feel nostalgic. But oh, I just wanna say I realise how cocky you've been.
Yeah, you might say I use the word cocky to her everytime. But totally, that's the only word that suits her face. IN YOUR FACE.
I mean like, do you even understand what you are trying to say, writing, typing and wadso ever? Hey, don't try to be so diplomatic. Cos' to face the fact, YOU ARE NOT DDIPLOMATIC. YOU ARE FAKE. your friends are the ones that are then diplomatic, though they always seem childish. But to be honest, I'm okay with most of your friends except H.E.R. yes, her. She's so utterly irritating and I've been controlling it for a long time. Guess what, if you don't know, I used to be the one that bossed around in pri sch days. and now i noe it isn't right. so i've changed for the better and be more patient.
but if you continue to be like that, with her, one day, I make sure I"m just gonna make you like a fool, like how you made me and indirectly tortured me so that I felt like one in those days. Thank you, my friend, for making me write this. You know, sometimes when I quarrel with other people, I don't use the word HATE. i use the word don't like. becos that's a temporary one. but for you, I guess it's not only the word hate, but the word LOATHE. yeah, it's a better word. a better word to use than hate, and it's a stronger emphasis. Still, I'm controlling here.
I know that it's not good to say this here, but I dun wanna tell anybody, because I still have that 0.1% control. I know that if I tell a human being, things WILL go wrong. Words spread fast. I guess I'm retardedly talking to my diary. Wow. So I hope you two big immature girls stop it. And especially YOU, not her, get your mindsets changed immediately. Someday, I'm gonna tell you straight in the face what I wanna really say IN MY HEART.

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